Week 4

Matt's mom got a letter this week. In it, he said he's "Hangin Tough".....

I cried in a bar last night after I heard "Please come to Boston," a song that I myself picked on the jukebox totally unaware of the fact that I would break down while listening to it. I'm so used to hearing Matt singing along beside me, I suddenly felt more alone than ever. Mel gave me a hug and we shed our tears together.

Why the tears creep up on me in the least expected moments I will never know.

My hair went from blonde to brown this week. It has been an adjustment, but everyone says I have "more color now"....great. Glad to know I was a ghost before.

I heard today from Matt's recruiter that his is doing better and should re-enter training on Monday. I hope he was telling me the truth. I'm starting to believe the opposite of whatever they claim due to their awesomely honest track record lately. Regardless, this news has put my heart at ease for the first time in two weeks.

yea...I'd say all in all...I'm hangin tough too.