Monday, October 09, 2006

seeking peace

Thursday night I found out that Matt wont be graduating until after the new year due to medical problems he's been having.
Please dont ask questions...I only wish I had answers. But the fact that I cannot speak to him nor him to me makes this situation all the more frustrating.
Suddenly I felt myself falling apart, and if I didnt do something quick, my emotional state of mind would slip.
Mel was going on a family trip, told me to tag along.
"It will be good for you to get away," she said.
I knew she was right.
I took her word for it.
I ended up at a place that brings comfort to my mind and peace to my soul...the beach.
Saturday evening we wandered down to the beach, sat on a blanket, and watched the most amazing storm roll in. The lightning over the ocean was amazing. It was a rush to see the waves so violent.
My restless soul could relate.
The next day the sun broke through the clouds over the ocean and I was reminded once again of what I've always known...God doesnt put us through anything we can't handle.

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1 comment:

mfayn said...

jules,
carrying you in my heart and thoughts...