Just another day.
At least this is what I keep telling myself this Valentine's Day. Hmm.. I thought I would do better than I'm doing about this time (10:22am). Especially considering that Valentine's Day really never seriously crossed my mind until last night when I marveled at my strength not to make it a big deal of it this year. I told myself weeks ago that I wouldnt make a big deal of it which is just anotherway of setting myself up for heartache like I usually seem so good at doing.
Just another day.
So maybe my plan hasnt been too successful as I sit here in my office in a bad mood. I've noticed no one comes around my office when I'm in a bad mood. Then I feel guilty as I am proving to every male species that I work with that all women are indeed moody and the best thing to do is stay away from them.
Just another day.
So what if I dont get flowers at work like everyone else? So what if my last conversation with matt was so horrible that for a split second I gave up hope for ever being "enough" for him (I could write a whole different blog on that subject alone...but I will save myself and whoever chooses to read this the agony).
I see a pattern here. I will stop writing before my negativity consumes me and I become a bitter person.
Just another Damn day.
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