Monday, September 11, 2006

silent scream.

I cannot yet disclose the details, but there is a chain of events that are about to occur that will completely change my life as I know it.
As much as I have tried to prepare for this change, the panic of knowing my zone will no longer be a zone of comfort is terrifying.
If I think about tomorrow for too long, I loose today.
If i think about today for too long, I am overwhelmed with the fear of tomorrow.
While I am ironically at peace with the future, the moment is unsettling.
Thoughts fly through my head....
Am I ready for this?
Each breath is different.
Not good.
Not bad.
Just different.

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